i dont think its because i look at him alot,because i dont,(i dont think...)if anything i try to NOT look at him because i think he likes me and he has a grilfriend and i dont like him like that anyways so i try to not encourage him.
its cause we have like three diffrent stations for drummers and six drummers,so like,two to a station.and me and him like the snare drums best so we always go to those.but the snare drums are kinda off aways from all the other drum station and the snares are RIGHT beside each other so we have to stand really close when we're playing them.(although my band teacher put the concert tom out by the snare drums so three ppl can play at that station since u can only have one bass drummer at a time)and one time my band teacher was talking about something so we werent playing music,and i was wearing a hooded sweat shirt(i LOVE my hoodi!:D)and i had my hands in the pockets holding my drumsticks,and my glasses were sliding down my nose so i reached up to put them back up and i smacked myself in the face with a drumstick because im so used to holding them,i forgot i was holding them.and that guy,lets call him E,was the only one who saw so he started laughing quietly,and i flet dumb so i started to llaugh quietly too,and the teacher looked over just then so it proably looked like we were flirting.(oops.)and i take two diffrent band classes right after each other and so does,he,and he plays bass guitar while i play on the drum kit(i switch on and off with this other drummer)and his amps right behind me so he has to get really close again to plug in his dumb guitar.(the guitars not dumb actually,its actually pretty cool,i just dont like haveing to have him get so close:])and we had band pictures recently,and we all had to get dressed up,and i normally wear baggy shirts with nike written on them and baggy blue jeans and athletic shoes and my bulky gray hoodi(aka hooded sweat shirt)with my hair in a pony tail,so needless to say,i dress like a slob while all the other girls wear cute clothes.i like it like that though,thats just me,just the way i dress.anyways,yeah,and so we had band pictures s little while ago and i was dressed up in a cute skirt(black)and a cute chinese style shirt and these cute shoesand i had my hair up in a clip,and ever since then hes been acting all werid(like, as in, he likes me)since then.when i look at ppl,i usually look generally at their face,but not usually in the eye,(because i got these strange unnerving eye.my friends say they look demonic,and they kinda do,but i dont like being compared to a demon,:P :D i dont think theyre that creepy,but when i look my friends in the eye long enough ata close enough distance they get all creeped out and start sying"grace....,dont look at me,stop looking atme!no offence,but ur creeping me out."i think its funny,but it try to not creep ppl out at random,)but when i do look up at his face(usually if hes in my way:P)he'll b smileing a little,and then he smile really big when he sees me looking at him.and ill smile back,but not alot because,u know,dont want him to get any ideas...(because i smile alot and especially when ppl r smiling at me)and one time,all us drummers had to go sit down,and he was already sitting down,but when he saw me sitting down,he got up and sat right by me.and he acts kinda starnge around me and smiles alot,and blushes sometimes.but get this,he's got a girlfriend alreay,and he acts like he likes me but doesnt really want to but does anyways.and i sypathzie w/him,but,i already like this other guy.....and hes already ging out w/somewone so im a little irritated w/him cause of that.but yeah.i think these othe girls who r drummers to like him,cause they always run to the snares before me and r trying to sit by him and talk to him alot,but i dont know if hes noticed.LOL,sorry for talking ur ear off.:]
by the way,theirs this girl who wears a head scarf like u at my school,and evrytime i see her i think of u and how u moved and (this is silly)but ssometimes i wonder if it really is u.LOL,that was random.
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_jaye
