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IDK hmm
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PRAYERS R APPRECIATED

i havent seen one of my school friends in over week.i havent TALKED to him for even longer. he's not saved wich escalates my worry,cause,well....yeah.
anyways i havent seen him in a long time when usually i run into him about 5 different times a day,and he usually comes and talks to me during lunch and ill see him talking to his friends while he eats.but,i havent seen him since. about 2 weeks ago.he was handing out money for whatever reason-i dont know what that was all about.and im all freaking out cause he does break school rules sometimes,but he doesnt skip school that i know of.i mean,hes told me a bunch of times hat he (qoute) loves school.so IDK.am i just worrying over nothing????im so stressed out and freaking out,i mean,its entirly possible that he just switched around his scheadule or something so i never see him anymore,but,i usually see him hanging w/his homies before school,but havent recently.


yeah,someone talk to me and give me advice or/and feedback pleaz.freaking out here.


-jayez

FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY

ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!
and im so tired and worn out,rough week,ecspecially when you've been functioning on 6 hours of sleep and its been like:'STRESS JAYE OUT WEEK!PARTICIPATION REQUIRED!'for my friends but yeah life is good.

eternal life is better.
God's even better.

LOL XD
this is totally my new favorite song,its like someone turned my testimoney into a song.




um...my train of thought crashed,or derailed rather.

-jaye

qoutes and notes

"...they talk about it all the time and put it in their songs,
they drive around and play it loud like it aint nothing wrong,
and all they talk about simple stuff..."


(this is notes for my use)::Gen chapter 47 conclusion::i guess the bottom line is this-somsetimes were in such a desprate need for some help,cause we need something really bad,like maybe you need a friend to get saved because you know if that friend get saved and you know no matter what happens,as long as you got God and so does your friend,then you'll b ok;you can be content.or maybe you know a friend thats hurting bad and he needs God bad and you just need to see that person saved and happy.or maybe your big brother died before you were born and you miss him so much and if you could just see his face,then you can keep going on.like Israel and Joseph.this has been hard for me because,i've been dealing with both of these.my friend cody from school,its hard because i can just see how bad he needs God but he isn't saved.it hurts really bad-to the point where im just up late lying in bed crying and praying so hard for him.i used to have a big brother,a big sister,and a little brother.they were miscarriages and i miss them all,but the one i miss the worse right now is my big brother because i need my big brother really bad,i need someone who i can go to for advice and will keep me out of trouble.but he wasnt there and he cant ever be there for me,and thats really hard.i know as long as i have God nothing else really matters,but... so i just keep going to God like the eygptians went to joseph and i keep asking and asking for what i need and i know why He may ask me to give something up now,and it seems like God aint listening or He doesn't understand,but He does,and i know whenthe time's right He's going to give me what i need,but for now,i just have to be paientent.







those are my notes because im gonna b teaching at the middle school girls youth group this weds.

-jaye