Boredom? Fame?Fun?acceptance?
is that really why? Is that why you harras them;make fun of them?tiill the day they cant handel it anymore and they put the pistol to their head and pull the trigger?i used to be the one,who would come home everyday to the same pain. but i got saved.
they arent though.(not that tormenting the saved is an excuse)who's going to stop the them?
who will pull the gun away?
you've should've thought of that before you took his life away.
such is the price when we hurt anoother.

-jaye

dec 24

almost Jesus's birthday.sweet.

Happy Almost Birthday JESUS!


-jaye

beat beat beat

synching up with my heart
the the constant constant beat beat
pulsing
pounding
with my heart in time
this part of me that i wasnt born with
pulsing
synching up synching up
beat beat beat
here with God now
He's here
can feel it
can just feel it
im ok
right now
feelin fine beat beat
beating with my heart


-jaye

listen to me gripe?...and my head hurts

my friend was really sad and depressed today so im sad and praying really hard toJesus and my best friend (or we were once i dont know anymore) is blowing up at me and i dont understand what shes talking about and she's babbling on and on...i wish i at least KNEW why shes going postal on me...
Jesus is good and why life is pretty sucky right now,He's gonna get me through this.

-jaye

this is just to help me study-u can read or ignore

accelerando-gradually growing faster
accidental-chromatic alteration of anot from key signiture until the next bar line(can b extended by a tie)
allagrando-getting slower and louder
a tempo-return to the original tempo
cadenza-a brilliant (ofte highly technical)solo found at the end of a movement or piece
candence-the close of a harmonic or melodic phrase
cantando or cantabile-in a singing style,lyrical
coda-a concluding passaging added to the form proper
con-with
cresendo-becomeing louder
da capo (D.C.)-from the beginning
dal segno(D.S.)-from the sign
decrescendo (decresc.)becoming softer
diatonic-scalewise
dimininuedo (dim)-becoming softer
divisi-dived parts where there is normally one
dolce-sweet gentle
double flat-lower by one full step
double sharp-raise by one full step
dynamics-the level of loudness
pianississimo (PPP)-very,very soft
pianissimo (PP)-very soft
piano-soft
mezzo piano(MP)-medium soft
mezzo forte(MF)-medium loud
forte(F)-loud
fortissimo(FF)-very loud
forteississmo (FFF)-very,very loud
e,ed,or et-and
enbarmonic-a different spelling of the same pitch or chord
espressivo-with feeling,with expression
etude-a study or excersie focousing on a paticluar music problem or techinical
fermata-pause or hold
finale-the last movement a multi-movement peice
fine-the end
forzando-a strong accent
glissando-a glide from one note to the next
interval-pitch differance between two note
key siniture-sharps or flats a the begening of a movement or peice that indicates
what key its in
legato-smooth even with out breaks in the notes
l'istesso tempo-at the same tempo
maestoso-with diginty
marcato-accented stressed
meno-less
molto-much very
morendo-fadeing away
mosso or moto-moved motion
non-no do not
nuance-subtle shadeing in style
pesante-weighty ponderous
plu-more
poco a poco-little by little
pomposo-stately or majestic
ritardono-becomeing slwoer
rubato-free use of ritardono and accel. within a measure without altering the duration of the measure as a whole
segue-countinue without pausing
sempre-alway throughout
sforzando-a sudden acedent
soli-a section solo or a group of soloists
solo-a part for one player
sonor-resounding loud
sostenuto-sustained
staccoto-detached
subito-suddenly all at once
tacet-be silence
tempo-rate of speed
grave-solemn and very slowly
largo-very slow
adagio,lento,larbetto-slow
andante-moderatlt slow
andantino-lsighly faster than andante
modrato-moderate neitherfast or slow
allegretto-moderatly fast
allegro-fast and lively
vivo,vivace-very fats and very intense
presto-the fastes convential tempo
presstissimo-as fast as possible
tenuto-held sustained
trill-a rapid alteration between the written note and the diatonic second above it
troppo-too much
tutti-all with all proformers
usion-together on the same part or in octaves




-jaye

wakeup

you're so busy changeing so this world will love you,
that you've forgotten the ones who already do,
i'd wish you'd wakeup,
but guess God's gonna have to shake you up,
wakeup and rember me,
open your eyes and see,
before its time for me to leave,
rember you and me,
before its too late,
i wont fight my fate.



-jaye

snow cold

ugh.a buncha monthes of snow to go and im already a little sick of it.im cold,im always cold now. i wish i cold bundle up this snow and send it to snowfire. i like snow,but its cold...guess it wouldnt b much fun if it was hot or whatever either.
well whatever i guess. CHRISTMAS IS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEAH!!



-jaye

you look through me now,
but do you rember,
when i was like a sister to you,
do your rember us walking,
and laughng,
who are you,
i dont recognize,
what happeneed to you,
i cant be what you need,
im sorry,
i cant even try,
you need God,
but your still running,
and your running hurts you,
and your running is hurting me too,
will you rember me before its too late,
or has the ime passed,
will you rember,
wake up please,
your scaring me,
do you rember me,
can you rember me?


-jaye

perfumey me

well my guy friend and one of my she friends got in a perfume/cologone fight during lunch today.and guess who was sitting of them?yeah,me. so im wearing a strange mixture of guy cologone and girl perfume,i smell like those perfume samples in magazines-the good kind at least.:P haha
im cold.hey snowfire,want a gajillion tons of snow?cause ill load up all the snow in this place and send it over...haha :D


dancing with a friend like you two got something wrong with you is FFUUNNNNNNN!!i personally recommend toby mac.oh,and make sure you sing off key at the top of your lungs,way fun.uhhhhhh brain died.

-jaye

my stuff smells like a dood...not cool.

my dumb cat bite my head and the bites are swollen and they hurt.

bad kitty.>:[

i still need to post pics of kitty wearing his clothes.

one of my guy friends sprayed me at random with axe(a really strong guys cologne). so i got the lovely honor of walking around the rest of the day smelling like a dood wearing WAY too much cologone.yeah.(sarcasm)and i was weqaring so much,that i was strating to feel sick and my nose wouldnt get used to it.:P

lalalallallll...oh.bye!

-jaye

note to self

beware of guy friends bearing(not wearing,bearing,like carrying) axe.or dont listen and end of smelling like a dood wearing too much cologne ALL DAY.

-jaye

elecant

two great bolly wood movies to see:
Lucky and 36 China Town.
so funny...
oh!i got a new jacket and some gloves and a winter hat yesterday,and im very grateful for them now that i've had to live withoout them:Pand it started to snow really bad here,right after i got my coat and stuff. that must've been you God,thanks,i really appreciate it!!:D

yeah,got a little bit of a headache,and uh.....OH YEAH!(man,am i forgetful today)
i got my cat this little hat thing made for cats that looks like an elephant mask.lol,ill have to post a picture of my suerte(my kitty)wearing his elephant mask.:]and then i got him this,shirt collar with tie cat thing too. he hates the elphant mask,but the tie thing he doesnt mind to much.

and my friendc's gonna start a food fight one of these days,my word....



-jayez

BOLLY WOOD

know what's really annoying?alot of jun.:Pim not going to waste my and ur time being annoyed with it though.
but u know what i like?Bolly wood.its the indian(as in ppl from India) version of holly wood.they sing really high and there voices go up in down alot,their plot lines are unrealistic,ridiclous,and mellodramatic....AND I LOVE IT!!!!!!! im not used to the singing,but i think it sounds really cool.and the movies themselves r kinda silly,but,hey,i love it.they make me laugh or cry like a little girl.
actually,i cry when simba's dad dies in lion king too.LOL:P so that doesnt take much.but yeah,luv bolly wood.:]

me and my friends got in a mini food fight today,lol,i blame c.he started it.it was fun thou...some guy came and was telling us about this one art college today during art class. lets just get through today,ok?how do we even know were going to be here tomorrow?dont worry about it right now.
oh!and the book theif struck again.now he/shes got my jacket.

nuthing else to say,so bye 4 now

-jaye

this one goes out to king jamez

'' '' since i havent been writing the jaylogan strips,so i scanned n a pic.
the book thief stole my winter coat.now im annoyed.but ok,no biggie.

-jaye

Jesus,please help me,speak to me,be that Your will.

Oh Lord,speak to me that You,Almighty God,might speak through me,be that Your will.

-amen

videoverse

i like his song.P.O.D.,pretty good.
um,
hmm.
<_<
>_>





Eph 4:2
With all lowliness and meekness, with longsuffering, forbearing one another in love;




prayer is always k=helpful,and uh,sheesh.i cant think of anything to say.


-Biblethumper

*jaye=qoutes

You can't leave footprints in the sands of time if you're sitting on your butt. And who wants to leave buttprints in the sands of time?
Author:
Anonymous

Murphy's Laws (as posted in Arizona Humor) Murphy's First Law: Nothing is as easy as it looks Murphy's Second Law: Everything takes longer than you think Murphy's Third Law: In any field of endeavor, anything that can go wrong will go wrong. Murphy's Fourth Law: If there is a possibility that several things can go wrong, then the one that will cause the greatest damage will be the one to go wrong Murphy's Fifth Law: If anything absolutely can NOT go wrong, it will anyway. Murphy's Sixth Law: If you perceive that there are four possible ways in which a procedure can go wrong and circumvent these, then a fifth way, unprepared for, will promptly develop. Murphy's Seventh Law: Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse Murphy's Eighth Law: If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something. Murphy's Ninth Law: Nature always sides with the hidden flaw.
(*i have no idea who this murphy guy is,but i find he knew what he was talking about.however ridiclous it seemed at the time)


As punishment for my contempt for authority, Fate has made me an authority myself
Author:
Anonymous



A funny thing is if you're out hiking and your friend gets bit by a poisonous snake, tell him you're going for help, then go about ten feet and pretend YOU got bit by a snake. Then start an argument about who's going to get help. A lot of guys will start crying. That's why it makes you feel good when you tell them it was just a joke. - (Deep Thoughts) Saturday Night Live
Author:
Jack Handey



Is being an idiot like being high all the time?
Author:
Janeane Garofalo
(*im not sure if this is BAD,or funny)


Tell a man there are 300 Billion stars in the universe and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint on it and he'll have to touch to be sure.
Author:
Jarger



After twelve years of therapy my psychiatrist said something that brought tears to my eyes. He said, No hablo ingles.
Author:
Ronnie Shakes





I think a good product would be Baby Duck Hat. It's a fake baby duck, which you strap on top of your head. Then you go swimming underwater until you find a mommy duck and her babies, and you join them. Then all of the sudden, you stand up out of the water and roar like Godzilla. Man those ducks really take off! Also Baby Duck Hat is good for parties. - Deep Thoughts (Saturday Night Live)
Author:
Jack Handy



-jaye

to whoever stole the contents of my locker

hey whoever stole my bio textbook and binder,
it should b mad at you.afterall,you some how managed to get my locker combo and you stole all my stuff out of it.but im not mad.thats not why im writing this-im writing this to thank you.
thankyou for stealing my bio text book,i hated lugging that dumb thing around,it was SO HEAVY.but now you have to lug it around in addition to the super thick heavy books your teacher have dumped on you. and you have also given me a LEGITIMATE excuse why i cant do my homework. as for my binder,i dont care.it was empty except for those seperaters and my schedule and alist of ppl my youth group told me to find,you already know this right.
yes,you have my student ID number,but,uh,hate to break it to ou,but,aside from logging on the school computers as me,its usless.
personally i think your a moron for stealing a bunch of useless stuff.but hey,thanks man.:]

-jaye

prayer prayer prayer

hmm im bored.

i need prayer,.....





i have to get off.see ya

-jaye

TEQQQQQQQQ

IDK hmm
mermmmh.



LALALLa lA la lA La L ala aLA l L L LA L L AL L A L L AL L AL LAL ALLALALALLALALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAallaalallaa

PRAYERS R APPRECIATED

i havent seen one of my school friends in over week.i havent TALKED to him for even longer. he's not saved wich escalates my worry,cause,well....yeah.
anyways i havent seen him in a long time when usually i run into him about 5 different times a day,and he usually comes and talks to me during lunch and ill see him talking to his friends while he eats.but,i havent seen him since. about 2 weeks ago.he was handing out money for whatever reason-i dont know what that was all about.and im all freaking out cause he does break school rules sometimes,but he doesnt skip school that i know of.i mean,hes told me a bunch of times hat he (qoute) loves school.so IDK.am i just worrying over nothing????im so stressed out and freaking out,i mean,its entirly possible that he just switched around his scheadule or something so i never see him anymore,but,i usually see him hanging w/his homies before school,but havent recently.


yeah,someone talk to me and give me advice or/and feedback pleaz.freaking out here.


-jayez

FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY

ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!
and im so tired and worn out,rough week,ecspecially when you've been functioning on 6 hours of sleep and its been like:'STRESS JAYE OUT WEEK!PARTICIPATION REQUIRED!'for my friends but yeah life is good.

eternal life is better.
God's even better.

LOL XD
this is totally my new favorite song,its like someone turned my testimoney into a song.




um...my train of thought crashed,or derailed rather.

-jaye

qoutes and notes

"...they talk about it all the time and put it in their songs,
they drive around and play it loud like it aint nothing wrong,
and all they talk about simple stuff..."


(this is notes for my use)::Gen chapter 47 conclusion::i guess the bottom line is this-somsetimes were in such a desprate need for some help,cause we need something really bad,like maybe you need a friend to get saved because you know if that friend get saved and you know no matter what happens,as long as you got God and so does your friend,then you'll b ok;you can be content.or maybe you know a friend thats hurting bad and he needs God bad and you just need to see that person saved and happy.or maybe your big brother died before you were born and you miss him so much and if you could just see his face,then you can keep going on.like Israel and Joseph.this has been hard for me because,i've been dealing with both of these.my friend cody from school,its hard because i can just see how bad he needs God but he isn't saved.it hurts really bad-to the point where im just up late lying in bed crying and praying so hard for him.i used to have a big brother,a big sister,and a little brother.they were miscarriages and i miss them all,but the one i miss the worse right now is my big brother because i need my big brother really bad,i need someone who i can go to for advice and will keep me out of trouble.but he wasnt there and he cant ever be there for me,and thats really hard.i know as long as i have God nothing else really matters,but... so i just keep going to God like the eygptians went to joseph and i keep asking and asking for what i need and i know why He may ask me to give something up now,and it seems like God aint listening or He doesn't understand,but He does,and i know whenthe time's right He's going to give me what i need,but for now,i just have to be paientent.







those are my notes because im gonna b teaching at the middle school girls youth group this weds.

-jaye

this will hurt me more than it hurts you

she screws up and calls you telling u what she did.and u try to help even though she might hate u for it and it'll hurt her alot,and this could ruin your friendship.but you tell her what to do,and she slaps you in the face by saying she's tired of ppl telling her what to do and you cry because your scared.how could she do this?didnt she read in the Bible where it warns against this?why did she do this/ doesn't she know u need her to b strong for you?why oh why/and you cry and plead w/God for wisdom and safety.she doesnt understand and she will hate u for helping her,but you rember how someimes we need God to break our legs to keep us from wandering away.He'll keep you safe while ur legs mend.not to say that ur God.


-jayez

woah...

i found this vid on u tube....i really get this song write now,'cause this is like what a friend is putting me through,he doesn't know it though.

wow,god really speaks to me through music.

-jayez

my life b like....

...bored...bored...
hmm,today i woke up WAY early and went to our church by 6:30 and made scrambled eggs for 30 kids.my youth pastor's wife had her baby(its a girl).been thinking about my school homie 'C'.i really want to help him and get him to come to church,but so far he's only stood me up 3 times.
in a row.
within 2-3 weeks.
and their's this kid at my school,since i've tooken a very LOUD stand for Christ,he's been asking me all these questions.its's cool though.he's just so hungry for the truth.
prayers r appreciated.

-jaye jaye

three songs blended sound totally excellent

this is for the playa playa make u holla holla


LOL!its friday,need to clean my guinea pig cages and kittys litter box.its SMELLS BAD!!!!!i should of cleaned it three weeks ago.
oops.
heh.:[
seriously uncool of me though.
do me a favor and pray hard whenevr you think about it that my friend 'C' at school comes to youth group.i care about hi alot-AS IN LIKE A BROTHER AND A FRIEND-so yeah,really want to see him get saved.

my nickname at school's Bible thumper and i am totally luving it.;]random kids who i have never met or seen around but dont know their names r always copmeing up and asking me all these questions....its cool.but pray for wisdom for me too,cause some i just dont know how to explain why to them.so yeah,lifes kool,i luv school.;]

-jaye

lodon bridges::they all fall down

alot on my mind right now...really stressed out but life's still cool cause i God so yez...

-jaye

this looks like something brian would enjoy doing

i think i would havae a fun time doing this to someone to.


-jayeheight

be mine-grits

www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSRglydPNMg


about my header,that tat's not mine,or anyones i know,i just found it in a yahoo search.its cool though.
got to go the school tomorrow,i love school,im haveing so much fun.the kids have tooken to calling me Bible thumper,but i dont care.if anything it encourages me.LOL.im not surprised they call me Bible thumper,i carry my Bible in my backpack and take it out and read it as time allows,i have the words:IM A CHRISTEN(along with some cross and heart desighnes)emblazoned on my back pack in sharpie,i wear my ID on a Jesus loves you lanyard witgh my got faith?tee shirts and the like.so yeah,its cool,because all the kids who harras me r nice and r like friends though we dont hang out.so yez....



-jaye

to snowfire

i dont think its because i look at him alot,because i dont,(i dont think...)if anything i try to NOT look at him because i think he likes me and he has a grilfriend and i dont like him like that anyways so i try to not encourage him.

its cause we have like three diffrent stations for drummers and six drummers,so like,two to a station.and me and him like the snare drums best so we always go to those.but the snare drums are kinda off aways from all the other drum station and the snares are RIGHT beside each other so we have to stand really close when we're playing them.(although my band teacher put the concert tom out by the snare drums so three ppl can play at that station since u can only have one bass drummer at a time)and one time my band teacher was talking about something so we werent playing music,and i was wearing a hooded sweat shirt(i LOVE my hoodi!:D)and i had my hands in the pockets holding my drumsticks,and my glasses were sliding down my nose so i reached up to put them back up and i smacked myself in the face with a drumstick because im so used to holding them,i forgot i was holding them.and that guy,lets call him E,was the only one who saw so he started laughing quietly,and i flet dumb so i started to llaugh quietly too,and the teacher looked over just then so it proably looked like we were flirting.(oops.)and i take two diffrent band classes right after each other and so does,he,and he plays bass guitar while i play on the drum kit(i switch on and off with this other drummer)and his amps right behind me so he has to get really close again to plug in his dumb guitar.(the guitars not dumb actually,its actually pretty cool,i just dont like haveing to have him get so close:])and we had band pictures recently,and we all had to get dressed up,and i normally wear baggy shirts with nike written on them and baggy blue jeans and athletic shoes and my bulky gray hoodi(aka hooded sweat shirt)with my hair in a pony tail,so needless to say,i dress like a slob while all the other girls wear cute clothes.i like it like that though,thats just me,just the way i dress.anyways,yeah,and so we had band pictures s little while ago and i was dressed up in a cute skirt(black)and a cute chinese style shirt and these cute shoesand i had my hair up in a clip,and ever since then hes been acting all werid(like, as in, he likes me)since then.when i look at ppl,i usually look generally at their face,but not usually in the eye,(because i got these strange unnerving eye.my friends say they look demonic,and they kinda do,but i dont like being compared to a demon,:P :D i dont think theyre that creepy,but when i look my friends in the eye long enough ata close enough distance they get all creeped out and start sying"grace....,dont look at me,stop looking atme!no offence,but ur creeping me out."i think its funny,but it try to not creep ppl out at random,)but when i do look up at his face(usually if hes in my way:P)he'll b smileing a little,and then he smile really big when he sees me looking at him.and ill smile back,but not alot because,u know,dont want him to get any ideas...(because i smile alot and especially when ppl r smiling at me)and one time,all us drummers had to go sit down,and he was already sitting down,but when he saw me sitting down,he got up and sat right by me.and he acts kinda starnge around me and smiles alot,and blushes sometimes.but get this,he's got a girlfriend alreay,and he acts like he likes me but doesnt really want to but does anyways.and i sypathzie w/him,but,i already like this other guy.....and hes already ging out w/somewone so im a little irritated w/him cause of that.but yeah.i think these othe girls who r drummers to like him,cause they always run to the snares before me and r trying to sit by him and talk to him alot,but i dont know if hes noticed.LOL,sorry for talking ur ear off.:]

by the way,theirs this girl who wears a head scarf like u at my school,and evrytime i see her i think of u and how u moved and (this is silly)but ssometimes i wonder if it really is u.LOL,that was random.

:]


_jaye

i bet i can spell my name wrong

this is a totale random side note,but i think my band teacher(hes cool)thinks i like one of the guy drummers.

i dont.

honest.

its not funny.


stop laughing!

-jaye

olhubawn baljk ajkwgjk werkh qkj

uhhhh....i WAS going to post that over comeing bad habits comic strip i did for health at the school,....but um.....my teacher liked it so much(apparently)that she asked if she could have it if i was done with it and didnt want it anymore.i was seriously flattered and let her,so now i have no strip to show u.


.......hmmmm........


i'll try and make a jay logan strip this weekend but no promises,k?life is totally nuts right now.i got made fun of at school today because i wore a bright yellow shirt that said:Jesus its that easy and i was wearing a lanyard w/my ID that said i love Jesus all the way around of it.some kids teased me and my reaction is:GO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
those kids have unwittingly made themselves witneessing targets.LOL.



challenge:if your willing to die for Jesus,shouldn't you be willing to live for Him too?




-jaye

i taped a spider to the window.then i let it go.i named it after a friend.


he's weirded out now.

:D my job here is done.

-jaye

cartooncartoon

ITS SATURDAY!!!YEAH!!!!

you know what that means,yup.your not a real person (not to mention not an american)if your not watching cartoons.so i'll help you out and post some of my favorite cartoon shows. foster's house,camp lazlo,ed edd and eddy....the best.ah huh.


maybe ill just post fosters house.LOL


-jaye

posty

its weird to have time to do stuff for a few days.that schools keeping me busy.i dont have anything to say right now.its 8:56 a.m. and i woke up not all that long ago so yeah,the comic srips not done yet.sorry.im hopeing to get my guinea pig today because i have enough mony to now,and well,its kinda REALLY important.my moms being all difficult about it cause she doesnt get it,so prayers are totally helpful.:]
that's all for now.
-jaye

WOAH....a new post.

i'm not allowed to get on the computer till my homework's done;that's why i haven't been on for like forever.
and yeah, i really do hasve THAT much homework,it's week two,but i've already stayed up till 11:30 doing school.its been rough but the schools fun.i have one friend and the (i wouldn't have nay if he hadn't spotaneously sat by me at lunch and start talking to me...)the meer fact that he's a guy is my friends' excuses for giving e all kinds of grief.he draws too,not so much cartoons9though he does do that)but more like graffiti style art.looks really cool. we just started talking about art/drawing the last few days because after like that first day he talked to me,we just sit and eat and dont talk much.so i prayed and God gave us something to talk about.schhols totally hilarious and somethng interesting happens evry day so im not bored.i hAve thought about u guys and im sorry i neglected u and the blog,buit,if u were to have a talk to my math teacher abouyt my homework load....never mind.LOL :D
remind me to tell u about the ninjas and my bio teacher l8er,k?i got swamped w/emails this week.
4 DAY WEEKEND!I SHOULD POST FAIRLY OFTEN FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS!!lol! oh and king jamez,i got ur email to my mom,and more artwork will b on the way,i have to draw a comic strip for homework anyways so ill post tha and make a real jay strip hopefully b+4 its tues and back to the school again.so yeah...sorry bout that.:]


-jaye

baby got Book

so loyal none exsistant readers,here's a you-tube clip for the fun of it.
and an update,wich is the following:
my guinea pig,chocolate,is chewing off her fur wich is the cavy(it means guinea pig) equivalnt of cutting yourself.i feel bad i hadn't noticed,she has these big bald patches on her hips.simply put,she's doing this because she's lonely and needs another guinea pig in the cage with her.i have another guinea pig,neo,but i can't put neo in w/her 'cause neo has a nasty dispostion and wouldn't let her eat last time they shared a cage.(guinea pigs are extremely social animals,neo,however,is an exception to this rule.yes,im defintly sure on this.if this goes on untreted,choclate will eventually stop eating and more or less give up on life.:[)this being said,the only solution is to get another guinea pig.but,i need to get a job first.i quite my last job because i wouldn't beable to do it w/THE SCHOOL and everything.so,pray for me as my job for an after school job to save my piggie begans.


-jaye

haiku you

hungry
bored
and slightly airheady
as alway

AND,SINCE NO ONE READS THIS ANYWAYS...
leave me a comment in the form of a haiku.(if u dont know how,look it up on yahoo or google.)

God bless you all,

-jaye

forgotton post

Told you that last post wasn't going to get any comments.
I'm going to 'the school' today because someone thought it'd b a good idea to make ppl go to school for one day a week ahead of time for....who knows why.
So yes,someone is responsible for ruining my summer a week ahead of schedule.JK,it's really no biggie.(Then why am i feeling nervous?I have Jesus on my side,so the Strong Man's in my corner.)I think I'm going to try and learn Japanese online.I've always wished i could speak Japanese and it's(unfortunately)not one of the foreign language courses they have at 'the school' so...why not?

the comentless post

watch,this post will get no comments.


-jay

I don't now.I just don't know.

wings

Re-combinate DNA avian life forms.
Why cant some pycho scientist graft wings into my back?I'm not to sure whether i'd be mad,or like,'Oh, thank you very much.I've always wanted to fly,thanks for performing expeirments on me.' Maybe,maybe not. IDK.I would like to be able to fly though.hmmm...



-Jaye

its jaye

wow,i got rather long-winded yesterday,huh?

im going to change the spelling of my name to jaye,so its easier to get who im talking about when i talk about my comic.

but yeah,whatever.

hmmm,scanning the 'net for inspiration,no luck yet...



got to get off.:P

-jaye

the mutant cow

today we went to the Xavier's institute today w/mom to get me registered with all the other muties. Xavier's institute is this ginormus building that towers over you with a forbodeing air.(i think the builder did this on purpose just to intimadate new muties into behaving.)when we pulled into the parking lot i could see a huge line of kids fileing into the school with their parents.i immediantly wanted to run and hide,but,i plastered this hideous scowl on my face in hopes to ward off anyone from talking,irritating,or even loking at me funny.since God told me to go to this school and i was supposed to b a good christen witness,(and i was wearing my 'Jesus.its that easy' shirt)i removed the scowl and tried to look (since i couldnt bring myself to look cheery or happy)a fairly nuetral expression and filed into line like a dumb cow waiting for the slaughter.when we finally got inside the place that i would spend most of the daylight hours for 'the best years of my life' doing mindless activites and other drivel,my mom told the lady my name and last name and she stuck a barcode sticker on an envolope,an we perceeded to the next line.we spent a ridiclous amount of time in that line,butmom amused herself by talking to some people we knew.i saw lots of people that looked familiar from my school years wheni was younger.i didnt talk or wave to them because i didnt feel like dealing with them and i didnt want them to drag me down again like they had unwittingly in the past.i was amazed at hw much taller and different they looked,i knew they would change since i hadnt seen them for such a great period of time,but i hadnt given much thought to it.when it came my turn in the line,a strang man told me to sit on a chairwhile he grabbed my face by the chin(like a cow,again.)and given short commands to turn my head this way and that,and face into the camera.he told me repeatedly to smile(as did my mom)and i managed a half hearted small distant smile(as i later found out)and he finally found it satisfactory(u know,when he found out thats the best he was going to get out of me)and flashed a bright light into my eyes that reminded me of a stun bomb.i stared spacely while i saw stars.had this been a stun bomb,it would have done its job. we then cut through some lines to get to the next step in this horrendous porceedure.i looked up briefly and noticed that i knew this mutie.i stupidly said hi,and then spent the rest of the day wondering if that was really a familiar face or a strangers.i was then given a tag with my name,photo,and a barcode and my assigned number.great,now i get a collar im order to wear in plain site at all times so the cattle herders will know wich side of beef i am.moo,i say.we then haveing gone through all the nesscary lines,slunk back to our vechile and drove hom.apoun arriving home,i promptly flung my collar on my dresser and curled up in my chair with my book,hideing from the world while i recovered from my ordeal(i dont even like talking to the cashier when i check out,much less being demoted to cow and paraded through a sea of people).that is what i did today.

-jayyy

vougb321

i have like 5 mins. so im going to answer the comments i get in here,k?


my usually computers in the shop and itll b back in a few days but yeah...i've been disappearing and reappearing (virtually i mean) with out any apparent reasons. where am i?talking to friends and goofing off on bebo where my friends talk to me like a ll the time.yes,i have been neglecting this blog-sorry.

you guys arent boreing me,i've just been talking w/my friends and trying to help with the latest crisis so yeah...hopefully ill b on more when i get mmy computer back from the shop.really tired.


king jamez-
thanks!


i wish i had the time to go on ur guys blogs and read ur latest post..but i think my times up and mom doesnt like me doing anything on here except checking my email.:[


see ya soon!(i hope)
God bless ya all.


-jay

AND NOW...

and heres the komic!!!i didnt color it `cause mom hasnt said yes to the paint.net download thingy-whatever-you-call-it.LOL,anyways

,enjoy!

-jay

the titleless post

WOWOWOWOOWOWOWOOW.
i havent been writing for a week and then some cause i was in new mexico on vaca.and i have a TON of emails and my other blog...so this isnt going to b long.ok.
this is a pretty informal way of answering you guys,but,hey,if youll answer my emails and clean my room and unpack..yadayada...ill write a REA:L post.im a perfectionist so i wouldnt let you anyways.:PLOL.

thanks for the encouragment and dapoppins,it may not SEEM Like its christen manga yet,but it is.i dont wantto give away the ending\,but,youll know what i mean by the middle or the end.(havent decided yet.)this one is more targeting a secular audience,to introduce them to Jesus,but im makeing another comic(im still working on th profile pics) targeting christen audieneces and its about a garage band.im haveing fun drawing them:P

and king jamez,im gonna post the next chapter later or tomorrow,i do it now but i got a little too much on my plate at the moment.:PLOL


-jay

crossroads of my dreams

i was at the local music store the other day,messing around,u know.and there was this bulletin board by the doorway on the way out,and there was this one plain black and white flyer that said drummer wanted.that immeidaintly mad me curious,but i didnt really get more than a glance at it,because we were in a hurry to leave.what i did catch was that it was only for the summer,and i was thinking...
so ive been prating about it,and i think God is saying to go ahead and call in,but...well im all nervous(for some weird reason.i mean,its really no biggie.)and i still wanna go back and see that flyer again and check out the details.like,are they christen?is it a bunch of guys old enough to b my dad,or what?

i made the third jay comic,but im not going to post it,(yet)because i want my rents to check out paint.net, and say whether or not i can download it.theres some panels in the comic that would look twice as good in color.

-jay
ps.never let your mom talk u into baby sitting for kids u would normally say heck no to.

rainbow happy

bah?
bah!


.....no idea....
its brian's mom's b-day!
HaPpY BiRtHdAy....

komic 2

im not inking the comics because if i did alot of the detail would be lost.

like in the first one when it was raining.

this one has very little words and the panels are really cleaned up and emptyish.i dnt know why i did that,it just happened.

-jayayaayaayayayay

wham

but for now.._--aa--------
some way some how--kihhis---
trust has flown away______--__---------
i rember better days--kisshih--
maybe its was your fault maybe it was mine________AAA-_---___-_-___
take me down so you can shine--k-k--
too late to fix it---
wonder if u even miss it--o--ss---
treasure the memory--because its gone----ck----
that didnt last long---jkji----
you sold me out--and i cant trust you anymore---a---a----aaaa---
who know now what The Almighty has in store---kk-k-
gone--never know what you have till its gone--
isnt that the chours in our favorite song---aaa--kcish--

-jay

COMEING SOON TO THIS BLOG....

more comeing l8er.
im almost done with the rough sketch so it should b all down here from there.

BTW(bytheway)todays friday,thats like a national holiday for those of u who work.:]
and tomorrows my fav day.:]

-jay

JAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

i AM working on the comic.its takeing a long time because fray was SO AGGRAVATINGLY IMPOSSIBLE to convert to the style im useing with out distroying her.-_-ugh.
but i got her done and im running short on internet time so im not going to scan it in today.next post?i hope....
the comic is starting to play out good i my head so i should start working on it.

on another note,tori(my kid sis)is in seattle,BJ(our mutual friend)is out of state,so im boooreddddd.:P
ill get over it.

-jay

kool

whatup?

doodette/dood

i got new shoes.
mmmhmmm is a fun word to write.
a gnome beat me up over the weekend;actually i should say THE gnome.
i dont know why she decided to use her blue belt in taikwando on me,all i did was follow her around and spontanieously grab her by the shoulders and shake her and poke her constantly....
strange.
LOL,dont worry,me and gnome were just playing...violently....
i havent slept well in a few days;youth group three day camp.
i had fun being the shrink for the skit we did.
:P



-jayyy

they are complete!moohahahhahah!

i had fun working onthis.i like drawing jays hair,its a little challenging,but it was fun.

the new jays prof pic
and the comic(komic!:D)

this is the firat three pages in my book.'course,the books better...blah blah blah....

oh! and we'll meet fray(uh,sorta'.)in the next part.the way m writeing my book is,u meet this charater,and then you meet this character...and so-on,and if ur payng attetion,ull see how they connect.and after the intros r made,a few characters will meet each other.

i didnt explain it very well...just keep reading,ok?

-jay

ps.this chapter is intitled simply:jay

a teaser to torment u :D

i failed this test with fying colors.:P

:P It was on king jamez's blog to

I Scored a 53%!

day.

The jay logan comic(not me,the detective:])is still being drawn. So far so good though.The profile drawing of Jay came out pURty good.Much better and more the way i had pictured her than the old profile pic. This is the old pic;it didn't look like the jay in my head though.

But i managed to capture her steely looking eyes and moody stoic brooding face in the new pic.

in this pic she looks to happy-go-lucky i the face;(and that is SERIOUSLY NOT her personailty at ALL)and her pose looks awkward and uncomfortable.

Here's an old profile pic of Fray,Jay's friend and unoffical side kick she picks ups inadventurely.

Fray,much unlike Jay,is a happy-go-lucky flip kid who runs into some trouble and she knows something veryy important about Ja...oops!can't give it away!MOOHAHAHAHAHAHHAHH!

id post the new pro. pic,but i proably shouldnt do that w/out the mom. here's a pc of how my mom REALLY looks.

just kidding!its a new mummy they found in eygpt.:P

-jay

random rambles

I just changed the languge on my blog's dashboard to japanese in a fatal dumb-american attempt to teach myself japanese.I don't think it's working...
youth group tonight.
fresh air tastes good.
i keep thinking about when cory was talking in his blog about how if we lived on the,whatever it was called(the altutide where your ears pop) how lame that would be cause ur ears would pop going up and down the stairs.
maybe i should start a comic book about Jay Logan,my fictional detective heroine after whom i am named.
I need to start capitilizing the first letter of each sentence.
i wonder how brains taste.

:P :D XD ;) :[ :/


that is all.
-jay

scary man

My bud(ferretgirl14 who doesnt have a blogspot blog.but u can proably catch her at ferretgirl14.bebo.com)is comeing over at 2:00 so we can reherse the skit she wrote.Plus she wants help with the song she wrote,doesnt know how to end it.oh!and FINALLY,pics of the kitty party.LOL,and jfreak wearing makeup(AND WEDGES!!!!).THAT was the funest part of the party.He charged us a total of $4.70 though. We paraded him through the block yelling and pointing" HE' WEARING MAKE-UP!!!!".THAT,my friend,was money well spent.:Pi wonder if i can get our pastor to put some pics on the overhead at church?hmmm...

do-good graffiti artist?

I.AM.SO.TIRED.
uggh,who knew swimming could do this to you.im going to try and muster up the energy to go swimming again today.LOL.i love swimming.too bad for my poor limbs though;they'll get over it.:P
anyways,
we went to pick up my eye glasses and on the way back we saw someone had spray painted a pic on one of those benches they have for when your waiing for the bus.it was of two kids roasting marshmellows over a nuclar (i know i know,i spell everything wrong.:P) explosion.
my mom said there's this guy who is going around spray painting pics on controversele topics on benches and walls and stuff.apparently he/she did it to someones house and they LIKED it.(well,i think i would too,he's/she's pretty good.:])so they put an ad in the paper asking him to come back and do it again.the police or going crazy trying to find him/her.LOL.i hope they don't get caught.its IS still breaking the law,though.too bad.:/im hopeing we can drive b there again and ill take a pic and post it.


-jay

poem

http://http://www.bebo.com/Profile.jsp
i wrote a poem on my other blog(the bebo one)that i want to show u.im tired and dont want to retyp it though. :/
its one of those ones that dont ryhme that i post from time to time. its about homeless people.
im SO tired;i was swimming for hour at the pool.LOL.
go read yotsuba people.my favorite parts in vol.2 when she goes all gangster with her water gun.gotta' luv yotsuba!

-jay

LOL (has nothing to do with this)

these are some pictures ive drawn. the first one is a penciel drawing i did at the pool and finished watching my sis baby sit at the church...and refuseing to b helpful in anyway.hehee...

the first one is kind of a innocent naive young angel and the second one(wich i inked for ur viewing pleasure)is a moody quite deadly skilled warrior type of angel.i didnt finish drawing innocent angels wings,but they look kinda cool like that so im going to leave them.warrior angels wings look really funky.i have NO IDEA how she'd fly with them...

anyways,its my kittys REAL birthday today(his names suerte wich is spanish for luck)and is partys tomorrow.LOL,ill have to post some pics.

-jay

see the kitty?watch the kitty eat string and puke it up on your shoe.

my sister has boughten into the idealism of cats of cats:cats like string and its a good toy to give ur lovly cuddly doicle kitty cat.
string is NOT a good toy 'cause cats eat it.no,its not a good idea when u ask the'th,'th,or 'yth time.cats eat string;end of story.(and my cat is NOT docile.he can b brat sometimes and i have the MANY MANY scars to prove it.)
oh well,shes still a little kid so...
i was going to post a drawing of an angel today (i was drawing at the pool today)and it was starting to look really good,and then my sis(the one with the misinformation about cats)glo,came over and leaned over to look at what i was drawing and she happened to b all wet and she got my page all wet and then i had to stop because well,uh,u cant draw on wet paper.it just doesnt work.maybe ill finish it tomorrow;im beat from swimming.:P(thats my excuse for procrastinating,at least.:P)


-JaY

i will stop procrastinating...tomorrow....

the title says it all;seriously though?im going to give it my best shot....and ignore the little voice in my head thats saying im toast....

fighting for a place in my mind

how do you say your sorry when u screw up really bad?
i dont know.i wish i did though...
so much stuff is just floating around in my head...theyre all pretty un-related things.a million thoughts,suggestions,ideas and problems fighting,screaming howling to get noticed and be delt with.
my friend did exactly what i told her not to do and im not sure if i can trust her around him...i want to go swimming today...if i dont get this done,im going to be in big trouble when thursday rolls around...maybe i should go chill w/ tori..why does he act like he has split personalities?hes one way online; and hes a totally diffrent person in person...is she as nive and gullible about this as i think she is or can she handle it...
*groan*
stupid world.

on another note,i have enough koolaide to end world tirst.anyone want some?:]

-jay
psthat koolaide thing was pretty random...:D

now available in bebo!!!

im on bebo now.
sorry blogger;their site makes ur site look sick. love ya anyways.:]im still gonna update and stuff.cant get rid of me THAT easy!!HA! ill just use that to keep in touch w/my buds.


_jay

SNOWFIRE!!!!!

this might b harder to read because i didnt ink it like usual and i shaded i shaded in gray on it.
i didnt know what super power to give snowfire so i gave her the same powers as the human torch.hehe,dont sue me.
im looking at my hands and thinking i shouldve tooken brians advice and drank the koolaide.(theyre stained red)my hair has a redish tinge all over and its red in places.thats ok.now i know.:P


-Jay

the little voice in my head says this isnt a good idea.who cares?

i was serious yesterday when i said i wanteed to dye my hair blue with koolaide.ive wanted to since i was like 11...and guess what.
walmart doesnt sell blue koolaide.
crud.
so i got some pink,purple,and red koolaide.
i read a couple articals online of how to dye my hair with koolaide,i have the koolaide,now i only need one thing:parental permission.
crud again.
what color do you uys think?pink,purple,or red?or all of them in little streaks?yeah right.wouldnt wanna look like a freak or something...(XD)
did you know i ur hairs like 9in.long you can spike it straight up with soap?no lie.
hope u dont mind all that dandruff though....

-jay

a recent conversation of mine

(me)yeah
(buddy)k
(me)wahhh!eveil alien monkeys r attacking!
(buddy)moohaha!this is the monkey leader talking.surrender or we will turn u into a headless chicken trying to dance the tango!i will laugh maniacly again:MWAHAHA!
(me)wahhh!not a headless chicken trying to dance the tango!the horror!the tradgedy!the insainty!the pudding cups!we will never surrender!never!we will dance the dance of uppity-boxers!WE.WILL.SURVIVE!

*disco music plays*

glos tee-shirt

you laugh because im diffrent,
i laugh because i just farted.

-jay

strange child

i just watched this weird japanese talkshow type thing on you-tube.
i wouldve posted it but there was this one part...
well anyways,it was really strange because the girl at the end started singing a song in english and the words were like:
i just got this lousy shirt
it say i with stupid
pretty sunshine
gorgeous little chicken show
happy happy bunny...
it was strange.
i wanna dye my hair blue with koolaide.

-jay

man,u know what?i cant talk today.im haveing one of those days where ur tounge(and written tounge in this case.)refuses to be obediant to ur brain.so if i accidently insult any of u,sorry.
i havent posted,answered e-mails,responded to comments or commented on blogs because i was trying to not go on the computer for a week.like a tv free week.


WINGED KIDS ROCK!!!*WOOT!*GO MAXIMUM RIDE!!!!


that has nothing to do with right now.i just like the book and they're makeing a movie out of it.(YEEAHHH!!!BOUT TIME!)and maximum 3 has just come out!

how dumb do ya gotta be before you do this?

old cousin wolvi' showed me how to retract my claws.finally,i cant tell you how much stuff i've ruined so far.
Bj(who has no super powers to speak of...YET)is half threatening half promising to wip my sorry butt into shape by fall.she proably will.im kinda glad someones going to force me into hard labor;they're gonna eat me alive next year at the juvenile x-men boarding school this fall.im pretty pathetic in all the athletic departments.(and the titanic only sank a little)
im so luck to have a friend as mean as BJ.(KIDDING KIDDING!!!DONT KILL ME!)

-jay

some people work on their tan,others work on their sunburn

i happen to be the second type of person lately.
owch.
im going to actually DO something w/this summer. i hate wakeing up one day and realizing its fall and i wasted the WHOLE summer.it feels like i ripped a chapter out of my life.
but oh no,not this summer(cackles crazedly)
im going to live this summer to the fullest.*MOOOHAHAHHAHAHHAH!!!!*

MY IMAGINARY(APPARENTLY)YOUTH GROUP GIRLS!
READ THE POST TITLED:I TOLD YA IT WOULDNT TAKE LONG.
WHERE ARE YOU GUYS AND WHY AM I YELLING?

-this post has been brought to you by the Jay company.where our motto is annoy the public with lame posts.
thank you for reading.goodbye.

more of my american-trash magna

read the previous post to know why elipse is coming through my computer.=]

-jay

told ya it wouldnt take long

ok. the next comic in this little series is drawn,scripted,and inked. my moms using the other computer so ill have to post it a little later.
anyways,
my mom actually gave me the idea for the storyline(not a big surprise);the surprise is that it was actually a good idea.(WHAT!!!:P)my mom and me (and my sis's)were in the car driving to the nearest taco bell (so we could eat something before we went to church) when she said:

(mom)"so are you going to draw a comic with elipse in it now?"

(me)"yup."

(mom)"whats it going to be about?"

(me)"i have no clue."

(mom)"*silence*i know!why dont you make it so that everytime someone listens to his music,he can travel there through the music!"

(me)"no,thats a stupid ide...wait?what did you say?thats actually not a bad idea!"

so yeah,elipse is able to travel through his music(think of it as a portal) to whereever someones listening to his music.

hey!!any one from girls youth gruop reading this,the blog address i want to share w/ u guys is:justneedtosurvive.blogspot.com.
the blog's title(we can change it) is :something more,thats what the link on my sidebar is called too.
oh chealsea,i thought of a blognickname for you:the teacher lady:P
and have a nice move to venuazula(or however you spell it)


-jay

the post in wich i ramble

ok. ill make another comic w/elipses as the volunteer.
just as soon as i can think of a plot thingy. hmmm...that proably wont take long.
yeah anyways,(uh...what was i gonna write about?)
me,bj,and tori went to the mall.we usually hang at the park or eat junk food at the gas station;but this was fun.:]
we were sitting on this bench(we were waiting for our ride)and i was bored so i slumped over pretending to be asleep with my tounge hanging out and this weird expression on my face.
only one person walking by noticed and she did a double take before giving me a weird look and walking off.(bj and tori were watching peoples faces for me).then she walked by later and i was sitting up right and acting "normal"(whatever that is.) and she gave me an even weirder look.
she was proably wondering if she was crazy or if i was.:]

i just had a flash backof when me and some friends were prank calling random numbers(dont do that.its not nice.)and we kept calling this one guy( whos name apparently is richard and he kept call n' us molly so we adventually gave up explaining our name "is" barfo mc.makintosh(our favorite prank alias)and just let him call us molly.)and he was getting mad and threating to call the police so my friend handed me the phone and said"quick!distract him!" so i said:

(me)"whats your name?"

(him)"richard!ive told you that a million times now!"

(me)"uhh..like santa's elf?"

(him)"*silence*WHAT!????"

but yeah whatever.:D


_jay

comic part.2

this is my second comic(online anyway).

who wants to be the guest in my next comic?any volunteers?:]its not THAT bad...:D

-jay

ummm,ok,plan b.

my firstavater didnt work because it was scanned in instead of haven a picture tooken.
thats ok because i drew an even cooler pic to be my profile pic.:D


-jay

comic

i drew a blog-related comic.:D

and the other thing is my new avatar. now u can wait a bizillion years before i get around to posting the second (comic)strip.:P

if you dont like the way i drew you(wich i proably will in a later strip) be specific 'bout what you want me to change.:]enjoy.

-jay

imaginary

no matter how many times ferretgirl tells me they dont deliver the mail on sunday;i still go out to the mailbox to check the imaginary mail.
but on a day when they actually DO deliver the mail,i never check it.
i sighned up on you tube.
my screen namw is lifeis2short2waste it. whenever i had to make a screen name in the past,id used something like'deadly loyalities' or insainty.
have i improved or gotten boring?
dont answer that.

-Jay

weird

this is a comic by someone i dont know about things i dont really understand the porpuse of;but still....

oh forget it!its just a stupid comic.

i like it.:]

-Jaiey

y'ello...

apparently, my main purpose in life today is to answer the stupid phone.
yeah.
me and Bj want to go to the pool today so hopeful the weather is good.
need to do my laundry
clean my room
clean my pets cages/tank/litterbox
and so....

ScHoOlS OuT!!!!!!!!
unless u got summer school like me.:P
we sprayed the house 4 ants and *GAG*i think iimgoing to choke.


-JaY

stupid guitar

i need to clean my guinea pig's cage.*makes face* poor things. i need a robot to do this or somethin.....

HEY!you know what i got today?a pic. no,not a picture,a PIC.like for a guitar ya' know...anyways,
i took a paper hole puncher and i uh,punched a hole in it.(duh:])and i made a necklace!:Dlol
....stupid....

no im not still trying to learn guitar.ive given up on the stupid thing.:P
i heard an AMAZING drummer at a local music shop.
he was WAY good.i can only hope and pray im that good one day.
he was playing all these funky beats on a this kit and he was going so fast i couldnt hear what he was playin fast enough.WOW.
i need to seriously practice more.lol.
enough 'bout that.
wher e r u guys these days?u've all gone off and left me!:D

-jAiEy

poem

potent darkness
heartlessness
pain inside
dark reside
fought with light
anothers might
sight restored
hurt no more


-Jay

a song

i wrote another song last night;and well, i want your HONEST opion on it. seriously,even if you just flat out think the whole thing is lame.:]any ideas are welcome too.
anyways, here it is

DRIVING LESSONS

i twist the keys in the ignition,
drivers ed is the mission,
God's in the passenger seat,
the pressures on and so is the heat,
im at the wheel but im along for the ride,
i haave to listen,
forget my wishin,
im blind,
but God can see and He's givin me the keys,
if i dont obey,
try and go my own way,
i'll spin out,
break down,
my head is freakin out,

(chourus:)look out!blind girl drivin!
if i dont trust what i cant see,
i'll spin out!
get outta' the way make room for me.


i hit the gas,
shoot forward way too fast,
God's sayin slow down,
but i dont wanna be found,
im building speed,
im suddenly to scared toobey the one who can see,
i cant see a thing,
but i hear a crash and a scream,
stop!God says,
but its my needs that i seek,
is it too late to slow down,
before i hit the ground,
i hit the brake too hard,
and shutdown and i refuse to start the car,
God's telling me to go,
but i keep saying nonono,

(chourus;x2)


maybe this time i listen,
as once again i start up the ignition,
and this time ill obey,
as i start up and move away,
and its ok its alright,
because God can see and the blind one's me.

(chourus;x2)



uh,yeah...its a work in progress,so seriously;write me back and tell me what you think.:D



-jay

the day jay was marked to be killed

whip! the dart made a barely audible noise befroe it embeded itself in the dart boaard with a picture of a girl's face on it. it looked eery with her grinning cockily at the camera with a dart sticking out of her forhead. he took another long drag on his cigar before puffing a foul smelling fog into the air. "take her out.kill her." he spoke the words like they were discussing dinner plans. silently they nodded and trickled out of the room. jay will die.

im not going to die. and i have not been marked to die. atleast not that im aware of.:P

anyways im going to be taking summer school this summer. not because i HAVE to(uh...i dont,right?) but because i want to make sure im not going to embarass myself when i go to public school next year.i've been kinda' slacking off this year. hehe.oops.

-jay

well..um..yeah,this is my blog thing..uhahauhah.

wahh!!how come all my friends can think of something funny or interesting to post;but when i get on,the only thing that comes to my head is:
did i brush my teeth this morning?no.yes.maybe.i forgot.


bwahhhh!!stupidstupidcomputer!!oh yeah, i've been playing on this little barbie site lately where your character can talk to other peoples...
and,well,allthe little kids pretty much snub me. wich kinda makes me laugh than get offended.i have a problem w/ laughing at unappropiate times. ask snowfire. :]


-jay

from coke to pop

coke,is as american as the flag. just.. u know,not as celebrated. and it doesnt stand for freedom or anything...
but anyways,
i was wondering what u guys/girls call coke in your corner of the world.(not just coke,other soft drinks too.) the state i grew up in we called it coke. everything was called coke.:]lol,guess we only had one flavor.:]but then when we moved here,we called it pop. some people call it soda and some call soda pop.
but its all pretty much the same thing.weird.
oh!i almost forgot. i found some pics online that look like my pop i had yesterday.:D

i have issues i guess...

what's my problem? i mean comeon';there's weird,and there's strange, and then there's (mypersonal favorite) flat-out-plan-old-stupidity.
i was at walmart today,and as we were leaving i wanted something chocolate so,guess what i did; i bought,orange soda. oh no,but JUST ONE wasnt good enough,i had to get TWO. and one is twice is big as the other.
sometimes even I dont know what i was thinking.
any one want to help me finish this?:P


jay

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hmmmm....this post clearly says about me...that i have to much time on my hands....


-JAYjayJAYJaY

a mild rant(brace ur self..)

why is it that people freak out and have the WEIRDEST OUT OF CONTROL reactions to the randomest simplest things i say?i mean,come on;whats up w/ that?
its like i have some weird foot-in-mouth disease and i cant say anything right.
i got a nasty in-ur-face e-mail from a friend a litlle while ago.
u know,im not going to answer it. ive explained so many times.....
u know what?forget it.just, whatever.its just a dumb email;no biggie.

-jay

ps.i need to learn to be more tolerant and not let things get to me so easy.
im forgiven,not perfect. -_- *sigh*

(insert post title here.)

should update,but,dont feel like it....
wahhh!!!
an ultimate mud fight is in the planning process,uh...a smallish water fight has tooken place...oh!!
and i got the most coolest star warrsie water gun ever!mooohahhahha!ill try and put a pic on here...neva mind,couldnt find a pic.

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-JAYjayjAy

phantom song

why is it,whenever you have a really good song your making up in your head,you can never manage to get it out of your head and onto the paper;and the harder yout try,the more it threatens to dissappear like a half forgotten memory?



-JaIeY

ps.i dreamed i was fighting aliens in sams club last night.

Jekle and Hyde

welcome!welcome! this my humble abode...yes,yes;a little unnerving after all the years of this firghtful weather.hmmm,..never has it stopped raining....hmmm...
but yes,anyways,lets go into the pool room/parlor and start the party.
*walks down creepy hall and enters a room**walks over to bar and pours turpentine ,batwings,and a newt eye,into a cup and stirs*here,this is your drink.....



(role play the partyguest[s]!!do it!!!!im role playing jekle/hyde.)



*your turn. -jay*

oh no shes back again...

im here!!!yes, still. blah blah blah blah......


site still under construction.....any suggestions?

ok,im going to be working on this site so its gonna' pretty much say the same thing for forever for awhile. oh,and im going to be gone for like,3 days so its gonna look the same.yeah so anyways....feed back on the new look is appreciated(as always).



-JaY

im restarting my blog(Long story)