Boredom? Fame?Fun?acceptance?
is that really why? Is that why you harras them;make fun of them?tiill the day they cant handel it anymore and they put the pistol to their head and pull the trigger?i used to be the one,who would come home everyday to the same pain. but i got saved.
they arent though.(not that tormenting the saved is an excuse)who's going to stop the them?
who will pull the gun away?
you've should've thought of that before you took his life away.
such is the price when we hurt anoother.

-jaye

dec 24

almost Jesus's birthday.sweet.

Happy Almost Birthday JESUS!


-jaye

beat beat beat

synching up with my heart
the the constant constant beat beat
pulsing
pounding
with my heart in time
this part of me that i wasnt born with
pulsing
synching up synching up
beat beat beat
here with God now
He's here
can feel it
can just feel it
im ok
right now
feelin fine beat beat
beating with my heart


-jaye

listen to me gripe?...and my head hurts

my friend was really sad and depressed today so im sad and praying really hard toJesus and my best friend (or we were once i dont know anymore) is blowing up at me and i dont understand what shes talking about and she's babbling on and on...i wish i at least KNEW why shes going postal on me...
Jesus is good and why life is pretty sucky right now,He's gonna get me through this.

-jaye

this is just to help me study-u can read or ignore

accelerando-gradually growing faster
accidental-chromatic alteration of anot from key signiture until the next bar line(can b extended by a tie)
allagrando-getting slower and louder
a tempo-return to the original tempo
cadenza-a brilliant (ofte highly technical)solo found at the end of a movement or piece
candence-the close of a harmonic or melodic phrase
cantando or cantabile-in a singing style,lyrical
coda-a concluding passaging added to the form proper
con-with
cresendo-becomeing louder
da capo (D.C.)-from the beginning
dal segno(D.S.)-from the sign
decrescendo (decresc.)becoming softer
diatonic-scalewise
dimininuedo (dim)-becoming softer
divisi-dived parts where there is normally one
dolce-sweet gentle
double flat-lower by one full step
double sharp-raise by one full step
dynamics-the level of loudness
pianississimo (PPP)-very,very soft
pianissimo (PP)-very soft
piano-soft
mezzo piano(MP)-medium soft
mezzo forte(MF)-medium loud
forte(F)-loud
fortissimo(FF)-very loud
forteississmo (FFF)-very,very loud
e,ed,or et-and
enbarmonic-a different spelling of the same pitch or chord
espressivo-with feeling,with expression
etude-a study or excersie focousing on a paticluar music problem or techinical
fermata-pause or hold
finale-the last movement a multi-movement peice
fine-the end
forzando-a strong accent
glissando-a glide from one note to the next
interval-pitch differance between two note
key siniture-sharps or flats a the begening of a movement or peice that indicates
what key its in
legato-smooth even with out breaks in the notes
l'istesso tempo-at the same tempo
maestoso-with diginty
marcato-accented stressed
meno-less
molto-much very
morendo-fadeing away
mosso or moto-moved motion
non-no do not
nuance-subtle shadeing in style
pesante-weighty ponderous
plu-more
poco a poco-little by little
pomposo-stately or majestic
ritardono-becomeing slwoer
rubato-free use of ritardono and accel. within a measure without altering the duration of the measure as a whole
segue-countinue without pausing
sempre-alway throughout
sforzando-a sudden acedent
soli-a section solo or a group of soloists
solo-a part for one player
sonor-resounding loud
sostenuto-sustained
staccoto-detached
subito-suddenly all at once
tacet-be silence
tempo-rate of speed
grave-solemn and very slowly
largo-very slow
adagio,lento,larbetto-slow
andante-moderatlt slow
andantino-lsighly faster than andante
modrato-moderate neitherfast or slow
allegretto-moderatly fast
allegro-fast and lively
vivo,vivace-very fats and very intense
presto-the fastes convential tempo
presstissimo-as fast as possible
tenuto-held sustained
trill-a rapid alteration between the written note and the diatonic second above it
troppo-too much
tutti-all with all proformers
usion-together on the same part or in octaves




-jaye

wakeup

you're so busy changeing so this world will love you,
that you've forgotten the ones who already do,
i'd wish you'd wakeup,
but guess God's gonna have to shake you up,
wakeup and rember me,
open your eyes and see,
before its time for me to leave,
rember you and me,
before its too late,
i wont fight my fate.



-jaye

snow cold

ugh.a buncha monthes of snow to go and im already a little sick of it.im cold,im always cold now. i wish i cold bundle up this snow and send it to snowfire. i like snow,but its cold...guess it wouldnt b much fun if it was hot or whatever either.
well whatever i guess. CHRISTMAS IS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEAH!!



-jaye

you look through me now,
but do you rember,
when i was like a sister to you,
do your rember us walking,
and laughng,
who are you,
i dont recognize,
what happeneed to you,
i cant be what you need,
im sorry,
i cant even try,
you need God,
but your still running,
and your running hurts you,
and your running is hurting me too,
will you rember me before its too late,
or has the ime passed,
will you rember,
wake up please,
your scaring me,
do you rember me,
can you rember me?


-jaye

perfumey me

well my guy friend and one of my she friends got in a perfume/cologone fight during lunch today.and guess who was sitting of them?yeah,me. so im wearing a strange mixture of guy cologone and girl perfume,i smell like those perfume samples in magazines-the good kind at least.:P haha
im cold.hey snowfire,want a gajillion tons of snow?cause ill load up all the snow in this place and send it over...haha :D


dancing with a friend like you two got something wrong with you is FFUUNNNNNNN!!i personally recommend toby mac.oh,and make sure you sing off key at the top of your lungs,way fun.uhhhhhh brain died.

-jaye

my stuff smells like a dood...not cool.

my dumb cat bite my head and the bites are swollen and they hurt.

bad kitty.>:[

i still need to post pics of kitty wearing his clothes.

one of my guy friends sprayed me at random with axe(a really strong guys cologne). so i got the lovely honor of walking around the rest of the day smelling like a dood wearing WAY too much cologone.yeah.(sarcasm)and i was weqaring so much,that i was strating to feel sick and my nose wouldnt get used to it.:P

lalalallallll...oh.bye!

-jaye

note to self

beware of guy friends bearing(not wearing,bearing,like carrying) axe.or dont listen and end of smelling like a dood wearing too much cologne ALL DAY.

-jaye

elecant

two great bolly wood movies to see:
Lucky and 36 China Town.
so funny...
oh!i got a new jacket and some gloves and a winter hat yesterday,and im very grateful for them now that i've had to live withoout them:Pand it started to snow really bad here,right after i got my coat and stuff. that must've been you God,thanks,i really appreciate it!!:D

yeah,got a little bit of a headache,and uh.....OH YEAH!(man,am i forgetful today)
i got my cat this little hat thing made for cats that looks like an elephant mask.lol,ill have to post a picture of my suerte(my kitty)wearing his elephant mask.:]and then i got him this,shirt collar with tie cat thing too. he hates the elphant mask,but the tie thing he doesnt mind to much.

and my friendc's gonna start a food fight one of these days,my word....



-jayez