testing

testing...testing....


my posts shouldn't b automatically uploading to facebook anymore, guess we'll find out if they are still...
or maybe not, i may or may not b hanging out with gnome today, and i have to clean my guinea pigs cages ideally today, but proably tomorrow, and i have a paper.....
oh wow, i need to be doing that right now. im getting off.
bye

fortunato

chinese curse (according to my mom) : May You live in interesting times.

gnome's coolness

gnome did a good job on the template didn't she? yeah gnomeage!

something more than what we're doing

Well, I'm babysitting kids at the church w/Gnomeinator again 2night. {OH CRAP! gnome, i doubt you'll c this b4 2night, but did u want to read that book 'punk rock etiquette.....never mind. ur on face book......}
I don't know what to say that i haven't said b4...


and now i'm messaging gnome and i keep forgetting what i was saying....................
oh here's something not to overly mudane at best i can post about...

I feel like i'm wasteing my life. i just read a book, play drums a bit, play n the computer, do a few odd chores i need to get done such as washing my clothes (lavor la ropa- spanish class messes w/ my head. sorry) and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah....i just feel like i keep doing the same thing over and over andover and there's something bigger and greater i'm supposed to be doing. but i'm trapped in this neverending cycle of a mudane exsistance.like one day i'll wake-up and i'll be really old and i will have done anything with my life. i want something more than what i keep doing.
and i don't understand this part, but Jah told me the mudane is nesscary for now.

any thoughts to what He possibly means are helpful.
so i'll keep doing this and wait for the 'for now part' to end.


luv ya all like Jesus

-jaye

lame

sometimes i'm so lame i cry for myself.

no more smiling

Due to the fact i have abused my self appointed smiley/frowny face privilages (9 smileys in the last post!!!!!!!!) i have forfeited the right to use such smileys for a few posts.

chaotic melody

Haven't really written any workable song lyrics lately. :( sad. I have a couple ideas for songs i just can't find the words and i can't seem to make the words i do write work or flow, i end up writing four verses and quiting on it. On the flip side I've been getting random ideas (for the melody of songs me or the other people in zion wrote) at random times for random songs. randomly.:) ok i'm done.:)
I don't know why this is happening, maybe God (Jah=another name for God.:)) just wants me to be working on the melodys. oh yeah, now might be a good time to mention that jah had me and my friends start a band, it's called zion, wich means peace of mind. :)


I baby sat 2day...WHAT IS WITH BOYS AND DISTROYING STUFF????!!!!! i mean, i like to wreck and break and reek general havok as much as the next person (well, maybe a little more) but seriously, there IS aplace where you got 2 draw the line and act like a decent human being. :)
after awhile me and jay (one of my bestest buddies, not me) just kinda' gave up and let them do w/e as long as they weren't being 2 loud and weren't hurting anybody. I played barbies with the little girls and we danced (tobymac.:)) drew and played a game and stuff like that. It was fun, i like baby sitting actually. :) gnomeage was sick wich made me sad.:( she wasn't there 2 help me and jay handel the utter chaos.

say no to the doughnut man

I'm co-babysitting tonight at church with Gnome. I actually like it. I used to not like little kids. they're well be-haved kids for the most part. I told the little girls last week that i'd bring my barbie dolls this week. I put some beanie babies, some play dough (wich i doubt i'm going to let them play with, but i put it in there anyways. whatever, right?) some books such as 'a wrinkle in time' and 'black beauty' (not the type of books i really like, but they're more suited for little kids and i'm not going to have to worry about parents flipping out on me.) some toy story doll characters, my cd wallet, and some crayons. The little kids might love it, or they might drive me to a mental institution..... speaking of going insaine, i need to go throw my hamtaro video in there....i CANNOT WATCH HE DOUGHNUT MAN ONE MORE TIME. I MIGHT GO SERIOUSLY PYCHO IF I HAVE TO WATCH THE HORRIBLE PYCHOTIC MAN AND THOSE SINGING CHILDREN ONE MORE TIME.

that didnt work
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uh,i like hello kitty.....

breaking poem form

why oh why do i have a sweet little hello kitty template for my blog?
maybe i'll change it... i proably should cause it keeps bothering me. well not exactly bothering just....i dont know....im going to change it....

to all u ppl who block the hallways

going to be late for class
might make it if i run
people walking in front of me
creep by so slowly
want to shove them
third day in a row