something more than what we're doing

Well, I'm babysitting kids at the church w/Gnomeinator again 2night. {OH CRAP! gnome, i doubt you'll c this b4 2night, but did u want to read that book 'punk rock etiquette.....never mind. ur on face book......}
I don't know what to say that i haven't said b4...


and now i'm messaging gnome and i keep forgetting what i was saying....................
oh here's something not to overly mudane at best i can post about...

I feel like i'm wasteing my life. i just read a book, play drums a bit, play n the computer, do a few odd chores i need to get done such as washing my clothes (lavor la ropa- spanish class messes w/ my head. sorry) and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah....i just feel like i keep doing the same thing over and over andover and there's something bigger and greater i'm supposed to be doing. but i'm trapped in this neverending cycle of a mudane exsistance.like one day i'll wake-up and i'll be really old and i will have done anything with my life. i want something more than what i keep doing.
and i don't understand this part, but Jah told me the mudane is nesscary for now.

any thoughts to what He possibly means are helpful.
so i'll keep doing this and wait for the 'for now part' to end.


luv ya all like Jesus

-jaye