Wednesday, July 23, 2008

What Is My Life for?

So I watched this movie ('Amazing Grace'-it's about the guy who wrote that hymn)and through the whole thing God was talking to me.
The movie is about this guy who got slavery to be outlawed. He worked most of his life because God put a burden on his heart for the slaves. He cried alot,he worked and donated most of his life and youth to this life mission from God. It's like the missionary who came home for awhile,then said he had to leave because he still saw the smoke from a thousand villages when he closed his eyes.
I've felt burden for the lost since i got saved;more specifically i feel burden for the people who have entangled themselves in sins and are so hurt and feel so alone and unloved. The people who cut themselves,the people who are sucidale,the poepl who are addicted to porn,or addicted to drugs,who drink to numb themselves,the people who are anrgy constantly and dont know why...i'm burden for anyone who hurts,or has hurt like i do.

And now, now,I've asked God to show me what to do about this. What can i do that will help these people?

I still need to pray about it some more,but I believe that a song can have power.
Music effects people in ways we still don't understand. They can make you a little sad,or depressed to the point of sucide,they can cheer you up a bit, or God can use them to save your life.
I've know from a experiance,our music effects us deeply so we have to be extremely careful that what we listen to is Godly.
i believe that if God wants to,He can give me the words to write a song that will change the world or someones life. He could use me to give someone who's desperate enough to take their life,some hope.
So,pray for me, and feel free to talk to me or ignore me.:)

-jaye

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